July 2012
Is it just me, or is it karma?
Had to leave shore and friends for work
Splinter…just got it removed
Made no money
Now I have to work again
And work again the next day
And I took off two weeks from now
But we may not even go back down the shore.
Also now the threat of summer homework hangs above me
And don’t get me started on college stuff, since I never got started at all
:(
I just want a hot chocolate and...
5 hours of sleep...
So psyched. DTS. with my men.
I love them so much.
I wish I could stay longer…
Alas, my job prevents me from staying the extra two days that they will stay.
It sucks but I have to suck it up…
Psyched nonetheless. T-minus two hours to go.
Let’s do this!
:)
Thoughts are stars, again:
I always get that melancholy, sinking-stomach feeling when I see it but can’t do anything
Which is bittersweet because I’m uninvolved but still.
I need a haircut so badly
I love death cab
Work is work
I need to hustle but I dont want to do anything, simultaneously
Summer is to relax, why must I work? No sense
I love reading. I need my sequels ASAP…
But summer hw :(
Not...
/embarassed
but that’s life
and there’s nothing i can do
so thus i must suck it up
and put on a smile
and be proud of it anyway
it's so stupid but i'm slightly jealous
chroniclesofpanem:
do you ever find yourself with the uncontrollable urge to sing a song at the top of your lungs only to realize you’re with a bunch of people and you can’t sing
with me, it’s like i get home from work and have a song stuck in my head and wanna blast it but then i realize mt family is sleeping and its midnight
kaboom, swish. reality.
still dont know why im up at 2 am.
work was supposed to end at ten,
we were behind, got out at eleven exactly.
ate dinner and drank hot cocoa from DD. surprisingly good since i usually hate it
12:30 went upstairs
waited for bro to get out of shower
went in at 1
got out 1:20
now it’s 2:15. WHAT
have i been on tumblr practically this whole time????
geez
anyway i hope my schedule...
"Fucking. Watsky."
It is hard to believe that half a day ago, I was watching Watsky live at the Gramercy Theatre in NYC.
Yesterday morning I didn’t even think I would be able to go.
But once I recall the sensation of the bass thumping through my body, my heart, my soul..
It was surreal.
We waited an hour to see him after the show. He stayed so that he could talk to everyone who waited in line for him. The...
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One month!
so much has happened…
I used to freak about school, now I hang out with my friends and chillax and it’s the the best remedy for anything, ever.
now I hang, do chain maille, read
dicks.
I could just sense the cold emanating off of you...
There’s no winning for anyone at this point.
I keep killing myself and my family to make sure everyone else is happy, when I am not.
I am not.
I am giving up.
There’s no other option your leaving me.
I look at it from all points, and right now, this whole hiding behind our blogs thing is childish.
We need to talk in person.
If you’re not ready, unlike me who’s...
